I feel guilty all the time
A disappointment I am useless
I just can’t seem to find a reason to be kind
to myself I shout I scream you will never be
anything else than the person you already see
Can’t help but feel
That this one might not be for me
Can’t help but feel
And it seems like I can never sleep
Constantly fixed on a new worry
I lie awake at night between tears trying to find a way to survive
And I know that you would tell me different
But I feel like I’m the biggest burden
Wish I could find something that I didn’t hate
Wish I could make all of this just go away
But I’m here again
Trapped in my head
Chest empty but aching
I’m here again
Lo-fi indie that recalls the glory days of Shrimper and Shimmy Disc, where rock-solid melodies sit inside rickety instrumentation. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 5, 2022
The terrific new record from Nyxy Nyx recalls the best of the early ’90s—slow-moving, shoegaze-adjacent songs with woozy melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 11, 2022