Ive been waiting for something to miss
Ive been searching for some new pain to exist
But im empty chronically
That is what they said to me
Wish I could say ive not felt like this before
Like nothing fills me up or keeps me warm
But it always leaves me feeling the same
Too much or not enough
And im tired of fighting
Cause when I look into the mirror all i see is just a blank space
When I catch my reflection I just wanna look away
Ive tried finding it in someone to kiss
By taking sharp things to my body and cutting it
is there something bigger out there?
Can you send me a sign?
Cause I dont think im really quite alive
Are my insides rotting down and away?
Cause I wouldn’t need them in this state anyway
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